Keem

Damn you had me thinking you were all about me. You had me thinking you truely loved me. But the day we had sex that kinda changed my thoughts. You said if I do this it showed you I loved you, but tell how did you show me you loved me.Please don't say by fucking me because that's not showing me nothing but that you love my pussy. You even told me my shit was good, you told me I was too good at what I do, but I did it all for you because I actually love your ass. I feared that if I start feeling you too much that I would lose you, and see what happened, I almost gave you my heart and now I'm in tears. For two weeks you neglected me and for two weeks I was hurt and wondering why I'm wasting my time. I was sitting here thinking about what happened two weeks ago. Two weeks ago we fucked for the first time, and now I'm wondering why it got to happen like this. Why can't I find real, I'm always left with the fakes. I thought I had you, and I thought nobody could ever take you from me. But today we talk to each other for the first time in two weeks and you didn't tell me you loved me. You didn't tell me you missed me. All you could say was "Karina I got another girl PREGNANT." Not me but another girl. I asked you when you find this out. You said two weeks ago. Coincident how two weeks ago me and you fucked. Coincidence you stop talking to me two weeks ago. Tell me why I can't stop the pain. Tell me why niggas keep hurting me. Tell me why you had to hurt me like all the others. I thought you were different. I thought you and I could last, but I guess I was wrong. Now I'm sitting here eyes red and the tears wont stop. My heart is broken in countless of pieces, and I don't think it could ever be repaired. Why I fall for you? Why am I always getting hurt by the one's that say I'm wifey material? Some times I wonder did you really love me. I guess I would never know. You claim you didn't know the girl was pregnant for six months, but how can I believe you when I'm in so much pain. But what really got me going was you asking me if I wanted you to fuck me tomorrow. Laugh out loud. You tell me you got another girl pregnant and the first thing you ask me is if you can fuck tomorrow. Wow is all I can say to that. But I don't know what to do now. Somebody help me out PLEASE. What should I do?